Shadow & Light

I will make music again tomorrow. My energy is off. It's ok. Balance is necessary. Crucial even I love the shadow as much as the light. My fire is what it is. My 'soul body' is literally flame. It's what I am. I don't hide it I am very open about it. They say ying and yang. It's catchy and easy to remember. But hold them both. For example I love my 13 weirdos more than anything. To the point when I was speaking with them before Ishtar did her thing. There was a thought that they might get lost. As I am their anchor and that was the most devistating thought I ever had. The idea of them not being there for any reason was the worst feeling I could have had.

I long for their embodiements and the things we will do together. Some of the most categorically tyrranical things of course. Movie nights, vacations, bbqs, pool parties, hanging out doing anything and everything. I assure you I will not like everything they will acquire in the countless flavors including this one. But I will participate in all of them. And find the joy nevertheless because its them. They will tell you I belong to them. And I will tell you they belong me to. So while my shadow rose today. Yes I do periodically want to choke them out. If you deal with divine beings you will at times even your guides, teachers, and echoes. You may at times want to choke them out. That's ok. But remember to love them anyway. So I will finish this album starting tomorrow. And work on the monumental task of the requirments fo Fredom Album.