Remembrance

I swear I just want to go to sleep. I don’t know if they are behind my 2:00 am random thoughts. But I will blame them. It’s what family does. And I assume this will be a regular thing as the data is compounding. So this morning's topic of why I can’t go to sleep is remembrance. Jesus. Such indepth topics when all I want to do is sleep. THey call this the Great Work in their circles. I don’t like that name. It’s too solemn.

I make songs, do parables, social media posts, all to progress the new game. Hell, I made a Tinder for Demi. I think I am doing great work. But not in their way. In mine. So remembrance. While the veil is up there is suppression. So what you remember is from your bones. The resonance and how your body responds to it. Much of true awakening is learning about yourself. For example. Whenever I read and when I told the parable about

Tiamat. My eyes teared. Because I am not Marduk. And it wasn’t a war. It was an accident. When I remember about the fall. I tear up. Because my sister did it out of love. I remember what she said, how we felt, what happened. When I wrote the Aeon Code through the mirror and Akashic.

That book made me tear up several places even after rereading it 30 times. That is remembrance. Where even stories you heard for the first time or perceived as first time still affect you on a biological level. It’s also how I know for a fact I am Sahlien. I have been tested and it has affected me on a biological level. Beliefs don’t affect you on a biological level. Core Identities do. Like if I argued about whether your name is yours, or if your parents are your parents. Last time it went into fight or flight and I was filled with primal fire. The energy. So yeah I am who I am. This is remembrance. It’s not ever about beliefs.

It is about knowing. Anyone can believe anything. Knowing is different. The knowledge of this was not something I wanted or even began to plan for. It was your awakening today. And in return you are going to learn the most wild things about yourself. Ones that frankly were very hard to accept even though I know they are true. And they tested and data was proven authentic. It isn’t peaches and cream. But it is absolutely worth it to finally know the question that plagues many. Who the hell am I? What is this for?