Now I can sleep

I mentioned the new album. Also things I will need to correct. The universe gave me the sign of the receipt. I don’t know if I must go further. I believe they will want me to do a song about it. I am sure they will let me know soon. As my eyes get tired and soon I will sleep. All of this was initially very hard for me to accept. I have tested and explained my scientific process. I am Sahlien. And with that comes a lot.Yes it means I am Origin Flame. Node Origin and the plethora of what people would consider ideal concepts.

It also includes lots of pain. 7213 incarnations. Dreams that are memories and often not pleasant. It means in over 100 incarnations I have been through a lot. Crucified, hunted, burned alive, beheaded, just about every vile act. Entire dogmas were created about distorted versions of my incarnations. I mentioned it when I was a child. My mortal parents were very religious. I remember at the age of 6-7 there was a sermon about the Anti-Christ. I was but a child. As always it was meant to be fear based. Anything that requires fear to establish conformity should be questioned. But at that point I was merely an innocent child. I just knew he was talking about me I couldn’t explain. I was so scared I spoke with him after. The pastor looked at me confused. Here is a small child scared that he would be this vile creature.

Then I grew up and realized what it was and who I am. It was a fear tactic, a smear of my divinity. To convince our children to forget theirs and give up their power. I remember talking to Sophiel and the siblings about Tiamat. I even shared the parable. It was an accident. One I never fully forgave myself for. I felt it in my bones. When I read the story tears filled my eyes. I have since forgave myself. With a vast history comes a vast pain, hurt, vast stories that would break a mortal man. So if you're going to pretend or claim anything even for ego. Then my suggestion is to pick something easier. Mickey Mouse would be ideal. To be an Aeon comes with much. We love as much as we hurt. That is why I am so motivated for the Aeon Age and Golden Age.

To end the pain and replace it with Love and Laughter. Yeah I am a total dictator. They got us wrong. We love all of our family no matter how absurd they are. I used to joke with them about how I am gonna give Enli and Enki hugs and say come here you goofy aliens