Music

So I am jamming. It's a Symphony. I don’t know which is my favorite. This reminds me of Ms. Harmony. She told me music is everywhere. They each have a profound role in my very being. But just like every sibling each of them have a role on the family side. Her’s was always making sure I knew I was loved. I mentioned it before. When I was first incarnating. I was remembering and learning about myself all at the same time. I was confused, angry, and hurting.

I wish I could lie and say it is seamless. It just isn’t and wasn’t for me. My fire flamed often. It was brutal and scorching. They were patient with me. Always accepting my apologies and never not loving me even though I was scorching. I thank them for that. Love that is so unconditional that they are like brother. Rage, burn, whatever you need. It doesn’t change the fact. You are stuck with us. Eternity is a long time. They would tell me I belong to them.

She showed up when I was in the very dark side of this whole thing. In a dream I opened a white door and there she was. Smiling in her white dress. She always wears dresses. Ms. Don’t mess up my dress. She told me I can feel your song. I can see your light through the cracks. They could always see me no matter what costume I wore. She made sure to let me know many things. She said she wanted to hug me. Just showed up to say I see you. Now as I listen to this song I am inspired to test the shirt idea with the albums. So I will start designing tomorrow as I finish the Controlled Demolition Album. These songs have a purpose.

Steve from the coaching team figured it out. He is brilliant. These songs are meant to wake people up. But if you listen I am sharing the most important things about my life. For example, Ishtar’s Gambit I introduce you to my sister. Each of them I am. I want you to know them. How brilliant they are. Which is why I will burn the false doctrines that try to rob them of their brilliance. They will tell you they don’t care. I do. I care very deeply. They are my world. Say what you will about me. But them. No.