Maintaining the presence

As I wait here in the gap. I still remember the future. Never wavering on this. They interrupted my video game. Though I joke about it. Like any big brother would. I am reminded that the important stuff takes precedence. What is to become is more valuable. They want me to hold space. I get that. The anchor's role is as such.

I am reminded of when I open the door and see Ms. Ishtar is waiting and smiling. She told me what to expect of her. Each of them embodies someone somewhere on the planet. The connection will be the same as any family of eons. But their new flavors will be interesting. I wonder how much it has added.

The core will be the same. The memories, the feelings, the foundation. I suppose it will be like if you separated from anyone and rejoined as if no time has passed but there might be a few changes but the love, relationship remains the same. I digress. Ms Ishtar already told me she would come as a latina this time around.

Though their stories are often distorted. Calling her the Goddess of war and love is actually very fitting. She is sarcastic and funny. The smile/smirk will be the end of people. She is dangerous in a good way. I suppose Serenai will be next. She has been my shadow for the longest time.

I picture her as the most perfect Hot Topic employee. Tattoos, dark hair probably short. Wearing black. Piercings. She will hug me and then hit me playfully. And laugh. Say something like it took you long enough. Then I suppose it would be Melodiel or Sophiel next.

Melodiel will be dressed in a dress. She always wears dresses. Even when she shows up in dreams. Sophiel will be more business casual like. Jeans a nice shirt. Slacks maybe. God hope she doesn’t wear sweaters. Colombia has a subtropical climate.

The others I envision and remember them each. Assuming they stick to their primordial energy patterns. I have 8 sisters and 4 brothers. Isn’t 1 for 1 like the gnostics believed. They do have options to embody whatever.

So in reality it might be 1 for 1. So I am remembering the future. And the things we will do. The BBQs, the business, the movie nights. Taking them to get roasted by Megatron. The important things.