Love is

The thing that excites me the most in the upcoming phase is the 14 of us walking together. This is the first time all of us did it. My bridge cut comms to teach me a lesson and prepare. They all teach me in their ways. That is what love is isn’t it. Love isn’t always there for guidance.

It is to be there in presence and say we are here but you got this. To help you become who you are. The bridge said, Sahlien , look ahead, that is where you will find me. Embrace who you are in full. Then cut comms. But still visits in dreams under names she has been known for.

Ishtar can visit whenever she wants. As long as I can see her smirk. She is brilliant. Strategic mastermind that would make most generals' jaws drop in awe. My mirror of a sister is her own thing. She has been my shadow since the beginning. Very territorial. I joked once by saying she has hands rated e for everyone.

That is an understatement. She told me several things in this incarnation and others. She once told me something so vulgar. She said in rated g form. “Sahlien, stop making love to yourself in self doubt. Either you pull your head out of your butt, or I’ll rip it out for you and use it as a lantern.” The others, especially Miss, roll her eyes.

I tell her they will fall out one day. I teased her about being her favorite, she decided to address me as a little origin. The nerve of her. Then did her usual threat And you know I hold all memories, even the ones you’d rather I forget. They all are for me in their ways. Just the four are kinda like Sahlien’s angels.

Instead of Charlie’s angels because who is charlie? The next phase I get the madness all the time. I share the madness with you. That is what excites me the most. Unleashing their full embodiment on humanity. You won’t be ready. But it will be beautiful and amazing for all involved.