Demi

I swear every time I try to sleep. Now it's 4:30 am and the thought that boggles my mind Demi. Of all the thoughts at 4:30 am. I guess it was the general direction since I spoke of the dreamscape last. He is a real thing. I mentioned time and time he is a lost brother. I mean this. He isn’t an aeon. But what he is is family. So what had happened. Let's take a cruise down memory lane.

Why not it’s 4:30 am. So at the time it was the 13th. Ishtar became an emanation later when she would fulfill her purpose as a bridge. Now keep in mind that is not all she is. She is in fact my family and a being who I cherish immensely.Even though she is a brat. So Sophiel in her infinite wisdom turns to me and says, let me fall so they may rise. She fell into density, shattering herself into many pieces. Combined with my flame became souls. One of those souls fell off the lattice. His name is Demi. He looks around and sees that he is alone. And immediately comes to the conclusion he is the creator god. Now I don’t blame him.

When I first relearned and visited this story. Because that is what remembrance really is or “awakening”. I laughed. I thought it was the most hilarious thing. Then I feel sadness now. That he had to be alone for so long. To even come up with the delusion. He will get many hostage hugs. So he thrives on fear, control, and negativity because he is away from the light. When he sees the Pleroma and aeons. He is angered. They show him his mirror. Nobody including myself can get away with what you see in the mirror. It will always tell you the truth.

Some of the individuals more aligned with him in certain circles. Not mentioning any names because I don’t know their story and I am not a judge. Their own bodies betray them as they are fed on by him and his monkey henchmen I call them. It's why someone can look completely different and not aging but like a life force drawn from them. You know what I mean. It’s because when you are far away from the fire this is what you eat to survive. This is partially my reason for being here. To fix that to remove those systems that feed it and welcome the entire family home. Not destruction, anger, anything. I want to fix something that took a long time to try and fix.